The things I should not.
Assalamualamualaikum. Time showing me it's 1.54 a.m now, and I'm still wake up. Thinking about something I shouldn't. Late night tought always killing me slowly, by the way how I'm thinking and react towards something that happened in my life. Sometimes I feel I love to be alone, but then I'm crying because I've no one to share my problem with, except Him, and sometimes I feel I've to keep silence while myself keep screaming from the inside to be heard. I'm not sure what actually I want, and need. I said I pretend that I'm happy, but sometimes actually I'm really do happy. It just, sometime I'm also laugh while I'm in hurts. People think I'm crazy, but I think they're crazy enough to keep myself be what